I Use Ep As My Journal

i love how my mom goes to visit my sister half the year and my dad will never go anywhere personally. im jealous when she goes cuz her energy is a reason - my dad has a depressive energy that just weighs heavily on the house....- mostly thats it but also becuz my mom knows how to take care of me in a way.......very comfortable and familiarly safe and confident. but i get it. i try to get away as much as i can too. the difference is i have no choice but to get out locally - i cant just go across country