I Use Ep As My Journal

im not expecting anything from koala today becuz of the bullshit hes doing. it wouldnt of mattered if he did this bullshit cuz he'd still be busy anyway - (he was already busy on a day he said we could have a date) - but it does make it more insulting

that said since im writing about my birthday with him anyway i might as well write my feelings out on something else. this some of u may have interpreted as premature wallowing becuz hey wat about talking it all the way through? "all the way through" will just be going around in circles becuz i know hes convinced of this bullshit so theres that and i have a disadvantage of him not coming on very much. would i like to talk to him about this? honestly? .........no. talking to koala is the happiest part of my day but i dont want to hang on to talking if it will only go around in circles