I Use Ep As My Journal

this is very insignificant - probably not even worth mentioning. today and yesterday his skype status was "on" - its very rare (ive seen) for it to be yellow (that seems to be his on but his default is invisible). he has to be there to control it right? google says active 4 (and 3 yesterday) days ago so how could he of? at first i thought maybe from somewhere else but then i remembered supposedly his phone is the only internet connection. i dont know if it even means hes ok cuz he wouldnt talk still. i think ive noticed he doesnt really talk on skype except for our dates - which i miss terribly and have a sad feeling theyre over. this is the first week without one coming up on the second. its pointless that he'd use somebody elses internet for just that. maybe a friend was just screwing around. maybe hes secretly letting me know hes ok? :(