My biggest flaw is grudge holding

I can hold a grudge like nobody else's business. If I am treated poorly or wronged too many times by someone I cut them out of my life and pretend they never existed. Good luck earning my forgiveness because I do not forgive easily.If I do decide to give someone another shot and if they mess up they won't get another shot. Not too long ago I had someone who I considered a friend completely flip on me. They became not the person I once knew. They would rip on me for my dark humor or for venting about what bothers me but turn around and do the same if not worse. I was tired of being talked down to so I cut them out of my life.I deleted them off of everything, deleted their number and now they no longer exist to me. I'm sorry but I spent too much time in my life being treated poorly. I promised myself years ago to when something like that arises just cut it out completely before the infection spreads. I'm not going to bog myself down anymore by those who want me to fail or look like a fool. I'm not letting them get inside my head anymore. People like that have taken enough of my life and I'm not letting them have anymore of the years I have left.