I Want To Confess

So I have to confess something. A very close friend of mine on here is currently very upset with me (rightly so) due to the fact that I lied to her. We had a falling out over something and in an act of stupidity I created another account to message her. I’m not one to blame low self esteem or lack of trust in people, but in my mind she wasn’t being truthful and I wanted to find that out by any means.

Turns out she was telling the truth and not only that but she also guessed the other account was me too. When she confronted me, I went into protect myself mode and lied. Then lied again when it was brought up again. I can pretend all I like that it was to protect her from getting hurt but it was really to protect me.

It has since come to light and she found out I lied the whole time. I am so embarrassed by my actions.

For some reason she hasn’t blocked me yet. Just proves how nice a person she is and how much I don’t deserve her friendship.

This is not to get sympathy out of anyone who reads this. This is to tell those people who have also got two accounts that this behaviour will come back and bite you in the end.