I Want to Be a Beautiful Woman

Sometimes I just wish I am Lily Collins or Chloe Moretz. Perfect brows, sexy body, sassy accent, tall and good in almost everything. I don't exactly wanna be the other girl, but, [i]I[/i] just don't know. What on earth am I talking about again? LOL. At times I feel so ugly. No, I'm not fishing for complements or sympathy. I want to be loved, but, by whom? I want somebody who will took care of me, but, why?