I Wrote a Letter

Always, always tell the truth to your partner. Especially when your relationship is just starting. As they said, a couple's first step is to know about each other first. If you lied, how you will know if she really loves you? If she really accept you? If you lied, she will believe it. She will believe everything you said. Because she have a pure heart for you. But what if she found out that you were lying? you'll hurt her so bad. It hurts to the bone and there will be a huge scar on her heart. And even if she tells you she forgives you, her trust will never back again. Her inner malicious thinking will be activated. Until she became crazy and you will hate her for bringing back what have you done.

Because the more she try to forgive, the less love she feels

And you will end up leaving her. After using her body, after feeling the warm of her heart, after giving her all her heart, after she tells you I love you, after all the things she gave up for you. You'll going to leave her, because you put a poison inside her. You made her, your own, toxic.