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I Wrote a Letter

You said I love you too many times
More often than saying Hello.
You said I love you too early.
It wasn't love at first sight
It wasn't infatuation
It wasn't an obsession
It was a game.
A game of words.
You never loved me
You loved listening what you wanted to hear.
I was the echo of your own thoughts
I was the reflection of your own narcissism
I was at the wrong place
I was there at the wrong time.
When out of the blue
You came to give me flowers.
Poisoned flowers
I breathed your venom
I swallowed it with the sweetness of your kisses.
The lust possessed my body and covered my eyes.
I didn't notice the knife
I didn't notice your lies
I just felt the pain
When it was too late.
Too late to escape
Too late to say no and to stand up for myself.
Too late to avoid dying in your arms.
I always wanted to die for love
It wasn't love
It was a mistake and I paid with my life.

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rckt148 · 61-69, M

Back in the 80's I lost a lot of friends to Aids
it was before the cocktail and everyone was wide open
drugs and sex ,,
I am thankful I had a wife I loved
but I had already cheated on her
and the guilt was eating me alive
so no way was I going to do it again ,,

I was a rock star and groupies trying to seduce me all the time ,,drugs and booze and someone always trying to say
"She'll never know " ,,"What she don't know won't hurt her "

Its sad to say ,,but cheating on her could have saved both of our lives
Had I been with one of those women ,
we would be where they are now ,,in the grave
I am thankful I loved her so much I felt guilty

Thats what came to my mind when I read the last line

[quote]It was a mistake and I paid with my life.[/quote]

I came up with a motto when all my friends started dying

[quote]If its not worth dying for ,,don't do it [/quote]

SW-User

Great motto!
Thanks!

Ishtar · 22-25, F

This is quality content

SW-User

Thank you so much!

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