I Am Not Ashamed of Sexuality

I had my first sex at my 15 , so unexpected and force ably , that time I was so worried and scared but he made me to shut my mouth off and it continued and made me addicted .I got addicted and he left me suddenly , I started searching for a new one , found my uncle .He broken the all barriers around me in matter of sex and made me so desperate and I got addicted to rough and anal , that time I was so desperate having sex that sometime I really forgot that am a girl who belongs to a very traditional family and living in a society , my only aim of life that time only having sex anywhere , anyway , so after him I got involved with my cousin and in meantime with another two .My life turned in to a very rapid way towards sex when I meet my trainer at 16 , he took no time to judge my attitude and made me a real sex machine by his own choice , now sex became a need for me and I surrender my all others things including me for sex .He made me his pet and soon I became a Nymphomaniac , who can do anything for having sex .I left my home , my society for that and started living far from my root with him , that time sex made me so blind that I just over look all his torture and abusive nature for sex .Living far from my root and his attitude made me so depressed that I really not in my mind to judge myself , he took the advantage of it and made me a real sex doll and sold me out to another one , who made me his kept , I was only 17 plus that time .Now my life became a life of sex worker and no work I have left else entertain people by my body at lust till I was freed at my 19 plus , meanwhile I was exchanged like goods from one person to another and brought to HK , I did a lot work all related to sex for my living as I really didn't know any other work that time , at my 20 I moved to Australia to change my life and started slowly away from that world of sex but I can still believe that I can never away from sex till my end , but now it's became a little less than before .In my new life I have had sex with many people till date including my ex-coworkers , my present boss and his nephew and few more coming in my life , I know they always not treat me well , so many times I feel bad but I never feel ashamed as I still loving sex so much and may till the end of my life I would love sex .