I Am a Complicated Person

I like you but there is just too much damage. I know that you would hurt me and push me away, I know that i disgust you, and that you would betray me. Even so I still like you and miss you. I love your smile, your face and form. I love that you are brilliant and I still look up to you....Even though we've parted ways you still have my loyalty.....but I fear that you would betray that loyalty, and what's done is done there is just too much damage....we could never go back and have what we had...ever. So it's time for me to let you go....I am letting go of all of the hurt and pain, I am letting go of the tears, I am letting go of feeling like I need to explain myself, or having the last word....I forgive you and I forgive myself....there is no more looking back, it's time to turn a new leaf, and be set free....all that is left is love.