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I Hurt

Words are too inadequate, spoken or virtual, to communicate my pain. In so many different parts of my life I am hurting & feel empty.
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Rafa369 · 22-25, M
maybe you kinda failed to live your life the way you actually want... we need certain things to feel happy and complete... based on experience, pursuing one's passions and dreams have ups and downs... but it is worth it
Winterwanderer · 26-30, M
The problem is, I don't know my passions & dreams, or at least, not specifically.
Rafa369 · 22-25, M
You'll get there... All it takes is just to believe... Yeah, i know it sounds lame... But trust me, the power of believing is amazing... Just believe that you'll just eventually realize your passion and in the end you'll be fulfilled in the realization of your calling.. I speak from experience so i know what i am talking about... I believe in you dude :)
Winterwanderer · 26-30, M
I believe I will eventually realize my passion, but I could be passionate about anything is the thing, I'm like a blank slate, lacking any sort impression.
Rafa369 · 22-25, M
you're not exactly a tabula rasa anymore... i bet you've gone through enough experiences already, enough to teach you something
Winterwanderer · 26-30, M
I guess I mean something a little different than blank slate, I meant that a lot of the things that have happened in my life, also known as my past, as well as the culture I live in, I've decided that they don't define me. Sure I've been through experiences, but that doesn't mean I hold strongly to anything as a result. I hold to what I choose to hold to for many different reasons, not because any one experience, but by deliberation.
Rafa369 · 22-25, M
@Winterwanderer: Oh i think i get how u feel... Been there you know... Feeling indecisive and feeling like u dont totally know yourself yet cause u cant seem to identify the things that you really want... Totally been there... Well, i cant say that i got out of there already... It's like a maze that seems impossible to get out of... But everything that appears in life is like a clue that has to really be taken note of to be able to figure out the way out. In a grdual proess we'll definitely figure it out, we'll get out of the maze... we'll know ourselves and we'll feel complete or fulfilled.
Winterwanderer · 26-30, M
Honestly, I feel like I am the most obnoxiously complex labyrinth that I know, and the worst navigator, hah.. But still, I'm also one of the most persistent, and I honestly think a lot of people just give up trying to escape their own labyrinths, so maybe I will? Maybe I'll see something on the outside that I've never seen in here, but I've seen a lot, there are few things that escape me.
Rafa369 · 22-25, M
Yeah... Of course we'll escape... I like to think that succeeding is an inevitable thing... And it seems like it really is
Winterwanderer · 26-30, M
At least you know you're not alone in wandering your maze.
Rafa369 · 22-25, M
Yeah... I think we all are stuck in our own mazes