I Am Bulimic

Well, I was for years but I've really changed my life for the better to a healthy lifestyle. It wasn't easy. I got lucky. Sometimes I do have the urge to revert when I have degrading thoughts of how I could be so much smaller and how 3-4 days a week of exercise isn't enough, but then I remember I'm a size 5-6 and about 5'10 so, I really shouldn't be getting any smaller even though deep down I want to...... Just need to be content with myself but it's a challenge at times. See how many times I contradicted myself here?