I Hate Lies

Me: "are you going to leave?"
Him: "no"
Me:"everybody always leaves"
Him: " i wont"
Him: "i promise"
Him: "watch my actions"
Him: " will you marry me"



All lies. All lies. It took me months to accept it. Now i have. Will I ever forgive and forget? Maybe .. forgive .... maybe not... but never forget. Am I happy now? Yes. It was a horrible relationship where I lost my identity completely and i lived in fear 24/7 and was played mind games with all the time. I was heavily depressed most of the time because of this person..

I am truly thankful to be out of that. Never want that again. But i will also never get over the the promises broken.