I Want a Boyfriend

The purpose of this post is just to talk about how I feel and get a few opinions on the matter. I have never had a proper boyfriend, anything worth while and I would just like someone close to talk to about things that are not superficial. I could of had several boyfriends by now with all the offers that I have had, but I declined every single guy. I know I am not gay, but then I only liked one guy which never got back to me. Aside from that I have had no interest in any other male. I am wondering if my expectations are too high, I’m too fussy or just haven’t met the ‘right’ person? I speak to guys which I adore but cannot see myself getting close to them in a boyfriend/girlfriend way.