I Love It When Girls Are Stronger Than Boys

I've always loved girls that are stronger then me. Especially when they wrestle me down to the ground and sit on me, to hold me down. I was a short scrawny kid in school, this made me a popular target among bullies. I ended up getting pinned/sat on by quite a few of the bigger girls. I hated it at first, but eventually starting feeling kind of turned on and excited whenever it would happen. I would show up at school every day with butterflies in my stomach. Wondering what the girl bullies had in store for me, if they were going to pin me down, how long it would last, and what they would do to me while sitting on me. Part of me dreaded it, but the other part of me felt really excited by it. Sometimes after school, I would even intentionally go walking through areas where I knew the girl bullies tended to hang out, knowing full well they would probably pounce on me if they spotted me. It was kind of a thrill.