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I Am Trying to Change My Life

I've had a rough couple of months as of late. Nothing really terrible happened, just kinda of fallen out of a really good positive productive state I was in prior to my relocation 10 months back. I went from stable job and income to literally falling into debt and now fighting up hill against maxed out credit and student loans in addition to costs of moving still. I went from eating healthy and losing weight to ballooning by about 30 lbs. I've went from loving myself and accepting it's okay to be single to returning into a state of desire to be part of someone else's life. I'm a mental spiritual and physical mess and it's hard looking back seeing how far south I let things go. Depression is something I'm constantly fighting against and the stresses of relocation and a new job and location are both mounting and changing as I get adjusted to life here. I want to get back to where I was, no better than that! I want to like myself for my own reasons and still fit together into someone else's life(and them into mine). I want to aspire to improve with someone not desire to just be with someone. I want the physique I never had not just the "best shape" I've ever had. And most of all I want the financial stability I felt I had. Before I moved but I want it here where I am now! I want to feel at ease here and at work and still love my life and job.

Am I asking for too much if I even say I want all that before 2017??
mic11225 · 26-30, M
You've proven that you can achieve those things. That said I think you have grounds to put faith in yourself to change your situation. Even if it's not before 2017 as long as youre moving forward towards what you want is whats the important part right?

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