I Live In A World Of Confusion
I like a girl, but I just don't know what to do.
I've liked her for a while probably since 2015. And I had a dream about her where we were actually dating secretly, even though there wasn't a point to hide that truth. And I woke up feeling alive ready to ask her out at school- oh wait... She isn't at my school. Just next year we can actually meet up more often.
We have been friends and her friend by a fake name, Ally, seems to know what I am up too. I think she knows I like her friend. And let's be real. It is scary having someone knowing a secret so I hoped she doesn't know.
3 weeks ago was her birthday and I said happy birthday hoping for a response. Week 3 and she hasn't yet seen it. I might ask how's it going as I am going to probably gonna tell her I care for her. Maybe. I just have mixed emotions that she likes me but she only likes me as a friend.
I've liked her for a while probably since 2015. And I had a dream about her where we were actually dating secretly, even though there wasn't a point to hide that truth. And I woke up feeling alive ready to ask her out at school- oh wait... She isn't at my school. Just next year we can actually meet up more often.
We have been friends and her friend by a fake name, Ally, seems to know what I am up too. I think she knows I like her friend. And let's be real. It is scary having someone knowing a secret so I hoped she doesn't know.
3 weeks ago was her birthday and I said happy birthday hoping for a response. Week 3 and she hasn't yet seen it. I might ask how's it going as I am going to probably gonna tell her I care for her. Maybe. I just have mixed emotions that she likes me but she only likes me as a friend.
