I Feel That I Have a Power Inside of Me But It Won't Come Out

I've been having these experiences most of my life but I ignored them until just recently when they started becoming more obvious to me. I'm still not sure of what it is but I feel like I have infinite power to do anything I believe I can do. It's often god-like as if I can run really fast/jump really high/fly/lift cars. I also have a strong calling to lead and save the world/humanity. I feel an overwhelming love for humanity at times and I have began to look at them as humans rather than people, like I was adopted on this planet and I grew attached to them. I get home sick a lot and I often feel lost and left out in this world and I've always been very intrigued with space, the moon, and the stars. I'm very empathetic and I feel as if I may have some telepathic and telekinetic abilities. I have started to see the world in ways that I never imagined, ways that have made me question whether or not I was dreaming or even alive. I do believe I am alive though and that I have a mission. I also feel I feel like the world is about to change drastically very soon and people like us are going to lead this movement. But it seems as if there are two sides of me and the other side feels normal and weakened due to my fear of scaring others with my power. I start to feel like I'm scaring others around me or drawing attention. These factors are often what cause me to revert back to my normal self. I'm looking for ways to control this and seeking out others with similar experiences because I feel like our time is coming and I feel we should be ready.