I Am Feeling a Little Down
Certain things in your past follows you everywhere you go. I am dealing with that right now and it tends to mess up my mood. I don't want too but I am not yet at a point where it is fully healed, I had to close of a part of my life where by filling in the blanks myself which leaves me with a lot of questions.
Most of the time its fine and I live my life normally but little things can bring me back and sometimes I am ok and I let it slide. But on days like today I really need someone to talk to.
Right now my life moves slow while everything around me seems to move fast, I do miss it and I wish to go back on that speed but my mind doesn't allow me untill I dealt with my healing first. Which I understand but at times it brings me down. I miss a real life friend, but this time it will be one that is really there for me and for the right reasons.
I know I will be oke I just need to be strong through these final stages.
Most of the time its fine and I live my life normally but little things can bring me back and sometimes I am ok and I let it slide. But on days like today I really need someone to talk to.
Right now my life moves slow while everything around me seems to move fast, I do miss it and I wish to go back on that speed but my mind doesn't allow me untill I dealt with my healing first. Which I understand but at times it brings me down. I miss a real life friend, but this time it will be one that is really there for me and for the right reasons.
I know I will be oke I just need to be strong through these final stages.
41-45, M