I Am Restless For Something

you will find your happiness once again im sure of it <3

Take it from one who knows. It's as real as the nose on your face. You can feel it, touch it, live it.
All in it's own time. 💕

This is maybe not the best forum to look for happiness, as I am sure you know there are some strange folks out their. However having said that I have met some really nice men and women on here so go for it but taint your enthusiasm with a little caution

Yes.

But to find the next hit I think you have to let go of the old one. When it does come it won't be a clone of the old hit, but better. Open the front door to your heart, not the back door :)

Love is always there, somewhere. And if you cannot find it for a time, feel free to come on here for love.

I sure hope not. I miss it terribly.

yes, happiness is so terribly addicting :(
It will return, of that I'm sure.

yea ,that crap will kill ya
6 yrs cold turkey and I'm still feeling withdraw symptoms
it's not as bad as it used to be ,but once in a while when I least expect it ,if I let it ,I can go into a tail spin again .
love is the greatest feeling on earth
And the most painful if it slips away .

So I have made the choice to be very careful who I let into my heart like that again .
I don't think I could survive feeling that and losing one more time .
So its not that I don't want to love like that again
Its that I never ever want to hurt like that EVER again

The last one should have killed me ,that would have been more humane
Then to leave me broken ,praying to die
Taking me years to know who I was again ,and the man I was is gone
My kids keep saying they will be happy when they get their old Dad back again
I don't know if that me will every be back again

I am cool with who I am now ,and I know exactly what I want
I don't care what you own ,how successful you are
How loved and well liked you are
When your heart is broken ,you don't care about anything or what anyone thinks
I cried like a baby and didn't care who seen me like that
And I said when I quit crying I will never love like that again

But I am glad I got to dance ,I hate the saying "Its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all ",and now I agree ,I am glad I had it
But I don't want it again if it won't last forever
And come on ,at my age its not like I am asking for a super long time LOL
But I will die alone before I will settle
I also know its better to be alone
Then tied down to someone you can't stand
I don't have to man up to say this is not working
I much prefer single to that