I'm too damn old.

When I was in highschool,yes they had schools back then, I was exceptional at mathematics and physics. I wanted originally after graduation to go to university to study physics but that never happened. I did other things instead of going straight to school. I used to be smart but these days my brain is too fried and I'm just too damn old to even go down that road. At my age it's not worth the debt. I messed up because back then I was still in my parents good graces and had their money at my disposal. Nope I messed that up.

Maybe I'll get another shot in another life.