I Feel Disconnected
I do in fact at times you know, there will be times where I'll feel so hopeless on doing things because It's like at times I can't do somethings others are able to do maybe....driving I feel is kinda of one of them, I say this because I remember driving with an instructor for drivers Ed and what I noticed is that (P.S. I got the instructor everybody called strict) I felt everything they were telling me to do was to much to keep track of you know, and I obviously was not good at it at all. Not to mention I was very anxious so that could've also made it worse, but by the end I was not in a good mood and felt like crying. (They shouted at me lots tbh and I ain't good under pressure...) they ended up though calling me 'lifeless' and tbh it hurt and I just went home after (it was my final period of class) cried face down on my bed for a couple minutes, what they said hurt because also I believe that. thing is i do feel like I'm disconnected and am in my own little world....I am that guy that just doesn't talk much, is a loner, and is in my head a lot...and sometimes it just sucks