I Can't Seem to Find Anyone Who Wants to Date Me

@Miryam I tried but the stress from the depression literally made me sick. I lost everything and was homeless for a few months.

I grew up in a violent home that left a hole in my heart I can't fill. I can't think of anything anymore, other than how empty I feel and how I can actually feel the pain. I wanted to do life independently, like you said, but I need someone.

I'm embarrassed to say it, but I need someone to save me before I die.

Please don’t be embarrassed. You don't sound at all like you're in a very good place. I wish you would talk to someone about how you’re feeling. Would you consider calling a hotline and talking to a counselor?

@Miryam I have a counselor. I just don't see changes around me. I feel like I can't affect any outcomes no matter how hard I try. I have to be the problem because it can't just be random.

1 positive is that, now that I'm transitioning, Women have been nicer to me overall. Far nicer than when I was a guy.

@Camdemned You said that you have a counselor but are you in any transgender support groups?

@Miryam no. Im not really having issues transitioning where i live as it's widely accepted.

All my problems stem from childhood abandonment issues.

@Camdemned It wouldn't hurt to get dialed in with a transgender support group. You could be a good support to others and that just might help you

I'm not trying to be nosey or bossy; I'm concerned about you