I Want to Be Beautiful

I know that I'll never feel beautiful as long as I'm in this body. But part of me believes that I still won't feel good about my appearance even after I transition. As much as I hate to admit it, it's often really easy to distinguish between a mtf transgender and a biological woman. My biggest fear is that I'll still resemble a man after my transition, which means I'll face the same hatred and bigotry that I'm dealing with now. Living as a woman has always been the light at the end of my tunnel. I don't know what I'll do if it goes out.