I'm A Writer In My Heart
Eternity
Silence makes me
Feel uneasy
When the ringing
Is all I’m hearing
And the hands of the clocks
Keep the beat of my thoughts
When the outside’s quiet, the inside screams
My strength bleeds out from between the seams
As my mind’s eye attempts to capture my final moments
And in those moments my heart still wrestled with Darkness
“Don’t think about it”, but just because you run away doesn’t mean it won’t chase you
“Don’t think about it”, But I cannot avoid that fate
“Don’t think about it,” But I can’t outrun my mind
I’ve been having late nights
Worried about my short life
Considering my time like
I don’t deserve this good life
And just because I want it
Doesn’t mean I’ll get it
Don’t give me what I want, God
Give me what I need
I don’t know how much time I have
But thank you for what you’ve given me
Thank you for these late nights
Where I struggle with Eternity
I’m feeling the anxiety
An increase of the heartbeat
Eternity is such a long time...
Eternity is such a long time.
Jesus, if you’re with me, thank you for what you’ve done for me
And Lord I know you know my heart
I know you see the divide between us
I know you see me flirt with death
What a horrid game I play, between faith and doubt
Lord I believe, help my unbelief.
Lord I believe, but is it just crowd control?
Is heaven just another neverland
For those Afraid of the dark?
Shall I hold to the word of God because it is truth, or because it distracts me from truth?
Lord I believe
Help my unbelief
You’ve been so good to me
Don’t let me leave you
Help my unbelief
Help me convince myself again
I don’t want to be brainwashed
I seek truth
I want the truth
Help my unbelief
Silence makes me
Feel uneasy
When the ringing
Is all I’m hearing
And the hands of the clocks
Keep the beat of my thoughts
When the outside’s quiet, the inside screams
My strength bleeds out from between the seams
As my mind’s eye attempts to capture my final moments
And in those moments my heart still wrestled with Darkness
“Don’t think about it”, but just because you run away doesn’t mean it won’t chase you
“Don’t think about it”, But I cannot avoid that fate
“Don’t think about it,” But I can’t outrun my mind
I’ve been having late nights
Worried about my short life
Considering my time like
I don’t deserve this good life
And just because I want it
Doesn’t mean I’ll get it
Don’t give me what I want, God
Give me what I need
I don’t know how much time I have
But thank you for what you’ve given me
Thank you for these late nights
Where I struggle with Eternity
I’m feeling the anxiety
An increase of the heartbeat
Eternity is such a long time...
Eternity is such a long time.
Jesus, if you’re with me, thank you for what you’ve done for me
And Lord I know you know my heart
I know you see the divide between us
I know you see me flirt with death
What a horrid game I play, between faith and doubt
Lord I believe, help my unbelief.
Lord I believe, but is it just crowd control?
Is heaven just another neverland
For those Afraid of the dark?
Shall I hold to the word of God because it is truth, or because it distracts me from truth?
Lord I believe
Help my unbelief
You’ve been so good to me
Don’t let me leave you
Help my unbelief
Help me convince myself again
I don’t want to be brainwashed
I seek truth
I want the truth
Help my unbelief
