I Don't Want a Relationship
A guy in the year above me likes me, and I may unintentionally be leading him on because I thought I did too. But, I realise I've never liked anyone in that way. Because I don't want anyone in that way. I just take an interest in people I find interesting, and it's all platonic.
I want to be alone. The idea of being in a relationship with anyone is utterly dreadful. I hate every single aspect. People tell me 'You'll change your mind' but I'm not a 12 year old that thinks that 'romance is icky' anymore. It has just become even less appealing, but now I'm more articulate and people are actually more likely to just say 'Oh, it's fine. Today's society won't force you into a role that you don't want'.
It's a postmodernist view, but I'd like to think that I have the choice to remain alone if I choose to. Because, that kind of life defines happiness for me. I want to be free to never compromise with someone, to travel alone, to be alone. To not have anyone rely on me.
To put it simply, I just want to be single for my whole life. It sounds like a dream.
I want to be alone. The idea of being in a relationship with anyone is utterly dreadful. I hate every single aspect. People tell me 'You'll change your mind' but I'm not a 12 year old that thinks that 'romance is icky' anymore. It has just become even less appealing, but now I'm more articulate and people are actually more likely to just say 'Oh, it's fine. Today's society won't force you into a role that you don't want'.
It's a postmodernist view, but I'd like to think that I have the choice to remain alone if I choose to. Because, that kind of life defines happiness for me. I want to be free to never compromise with someone, to travel alone, to be alone. To not have anyone rely on me.
To put it simply, I just want to be single for my whole life. It sounds like a dream.
