I Want To Leave And Never Look Back

That sounds so great right now.
If I could just leaving knowing I would be okay and not come back from the places I am at.
I think about it a lot, but i don't have nearly enough money and I hated being homeless.
If I could, i would in a heartbeat because I am in a program that is full of hateful people and hypocrisy.
It's like I am back in the 4th grade except I still have to see most of the same assholes on weekends.
I'm trying, hopefully I will soon.