I Wonder What Could Have Been If I Had Made Different Choices

I asked myself this question for quite some time now and I realized that little would have changed. Maybe I wouldnt have gone through this guilt and healing process but I do realize now that our friendship was doomed to fail. So it was just a matter of time, but I also keep in mind that even though I made wrong choises it lead me to other very cool experiences and opportunities.

There is nothing much I can do to change what happend but its not healthy to get stuck in the past and let my nad choises consume me. Learn for them and grow, and once you close one door a few more open. It might be hard in the beginning but I managed, so can you.