Stayed up till 3 waiting for a stupid call from him... On the only night that i didn't have work the next day. Didn't drink or anything and no call. After stupidly crying for an hour I gave up did a few stupid things to myself took some.sleeping pills and went to sleep wondering how much longer I'm gonna keep being stupid
[@342481,KeKeNae] my ex used to let me down a lot as well with calls and things like that, i also had nobody at all to talk to and they knew that. Taught me to not expect anything from anyone, even if they're supposedly a friend, sad realisation at the time but it's freeing once you stop caring.
yeah you can't rely on people at all, same goes for myself.
You'll be stronger once you're through it