Update 6/7/2021
Nothing quite like disappearing for almost a year, am i right? Ha. Okay.
Anyways,
I haven't spoken to my therapist in over a year now- I won't be contacting her again.
She'll just try to put me on meds, just like everyone else does.
Granted, given my current mental state, I'd definitely benefit from someone to talk to at the very least.
At this point, I spend my days flip-flopping between Suicidal and Homicidal, just waiting for something to make me snap.
Drugs have become my only outlet.
I hate my job. My car. My life. Myself.
Lets see how long I last, shall we?
Anyways,
I haven't spoken to my therapist in over a year now- I won't be contacting her again.
She'll just try to put me on meds, just like everyone else does.
Granted, given my current mental state, I'd definitely benefit from someone to talk to at the very least.
At this point, I spend my days flip-flopping between Suicidal and Homicidal, just waiting for something to make me snap.
Drugs have become my only outlet.
I hate my job. My car. My life. Myself.
Lets see how long I last, shall we?
22-25, T
