I Don't Fear Death

"I wanna die."

why is this line so negatively taken?

Right now, I just really want to die... badly.

Dying is just being done with life... life which is sht and filled with mind-fcking things. Life is torture... hence living is a crime.

I wanna be done with life.

I wanna die...
and just be free from this torment.

But I can't.

Not yet.

but once I'm done, I'll then have my eternal rest.