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I Have Bpd

BPD is hurting the people I care about.I become someone I’m not proud of.
The problem is every time I decide to get help,I switch and the current version doesn’t want to find help/doesn’t think it’s even a problem.

I’ve noticed it’s pretty bad when I’m close to someone and feel happy around them.Sabotage mode on.

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SW-User

Tough cycle I know. And any treatment out there for it is nothing more than a bandaid. It really takes putting up a fight and I know how much it can knock you on your ass. It feels like the first step you have to get past is being able to tolerate yourself.

SW-User

I can relate. I have DID . My system is still trying to protect me from everything....dangerous or not. Chaos :/

Mamapolo2016 · F

Have you thought about trying voluntary in-patient to get meds regulated so you can see the value?

Mugin16 · 46-50, M

Do you have no way of not getting into sabotage mode?

BlastEndedSkrewt

@Mugin16 I disassociate and watch myself cause havoc.

Underconstruction · F

What is BDP ?

Mugin16 · 46-50, M

@Underconstruction Bipolar Disorder Personality.

BlastEndedSkrewt

@Underconstruction Borderline Personality Disorder*

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