I Want to Heal From This Heart Break

Dammit, why do I have to feel this?
Why do I feel as I have lost everything in life yet I just lost you.
Everything else is intact.
I hate this feeling is not the best.
That's chapter is closed now. Its time to focus on new things.
You belonged to 2018 in my life and I promise myself am leaving you in 2018.
2019 you will not be a part of my life.
It will be a new year will new resolutions and new good things.
Bad things like you am leaving you in 2018.
So a I say goodbye to 2018, I also say goodbye to you Miroslav.