I Love Her

I am laying here and suddenly realized that those suicidal thoughts I used to have frequently have gone away. I love that she is on my mind constantly now instead of anything else. It used to drive me insane having someone on my mind all the time and not being able to have her but this is different. I hate that we can't be together for a while but the things she says and the way she acts makes things tolerable. I am truly a lucky man to be able to Love her