I Wanna Get High
I want to share this experience I had while I was high.
I was feeling really depressed.So much that I wanted to kill myself,the feeling is back now.
While I was high last night I was listening to tupac.his music makes me feel better. I'm not sure why.
I see tupac as a baby boy.listening to his music always makes me want to cradle him in my arms.sounds weird I know but I think we're all children no matter how old we are.
Last night things got really bad in my mind.I was listening to him again and all of a sudden I got these images in my head.
I was in his heart,not just that I was the darkest part of his heart,I was his pain,his sorrow,his suicidal thoughts,his confusion.
Seems each time I get these suicidal thoughts I always discover another of his songs that makes everything ok for a little bit.
I was feeling really depressed.So much that I wanted to kill myself,the feeling is back now.
While I was high last night I was listening to tupac.his music makes me feel better. I'm not sure why.
I see tupac as a baby boy.listening to his music always makes me want to cradle him in my arms.sounds weird I know but I think we're all children no matter how old we are.
Last night things got really bad in my mind.I was listening to him again and all of a sudden I got these images in my head.
I was in his heart,not just that I was the darkest part of his heart,I was his pain,his sorrow,his suicidal thoughts,his confusion.
Seems each time I get these suicidal thoughts I always discover another of his songs that makes everything ok for a little bit.
