In Just Under An Hour From Now....
You'll have been dead for 5 years...
Another 10 hours until I first heard of it...
To me it's still like yesterday, and the pain is still so much to bear.
I'm still stuck in that never ending cycle of grief and despair.
I am getting better and more practiced at the pretending.
Most people look at me and think I'm just a normal guy with normal thoughts.
Little do they realize I'm just a shell without much left on the inside, except my longing to see you..., To hear your voice once more outside of a dream or nightmare.
I miss you so much, kid.
I wish you were with me, or I with you...
I'd take either.
But my wishes have always been wasted on the things I cannot control, and used for things I cannot change...
Your memory lives on inside a whole lot of us here.
You've left holes, my son. Holes that cannot be filled.
No matter how many wishes I pour into the abyss of it.
I love you.
Here's to you, Joe.
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlPhMPnQ58k]
Another 10 hours until I first heard of it...
To me it's still like yesterday, and the pain is still so much to bear.
I'm still stuck in that never ending cycle of grief and despair.
I am getting better and more practiced at the pretending.
Most people look at me and think I'm just a normal guy with normal thoughts.
Little do they realize I'm just a shell without much left on the inside, except my longing to see you..., To hear your voice once more outside of a dream or nightmare.
I miss you so much, kid.
I wish you were with me, or I with you...
I'd take either.
But my wishes have always been wasted on the things I cannot control, and used for things I cannot change...
Your memory lives on inside a whole lot of us here.
You've left holes, my son. Holes that cannot be filled.
No matter how many wishes I pour into the abyss of it.
I love you.
Here's to you, Joe.
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SlPhMPnQ58k]
