I Miss My Son

I remember this day.
I remember a lot of things.

Watching you with your sisters was always a thing that made me proud. I loved the way you loved them all. It was much the same with the way you treated your brother.

So many people missing you. So many things left undone. So many regrets that I now have.

I miss you so much, Joseph Andrew Paquin.

Everyday that passes is like another dagger to my heart. Another slicing of my soul.

Wishes....
All wasted.
I'm so very sorry that I failed you.

I love you, and it hurts.

I wish I were better.

* I'm not really here. Just stopped by to post this because I had no where else to store it*

Please excuse my complete lack of reply.

Rob