I Am Sleepy But Fighting My Sleep

I needed to sleep today... and I couldn't. I couldn't shut off the voices from shouting! I am not insane, I'm just really depressed! I'm trying to tell myself everything is going to be okay. I should be pleased with all of the great things going on in my life, but I can't seem to

I said a poem from my heart to his and when I cut the tie from my heart to let him go, I felt weightless and I felt okay...
It only lasted a moment as sadness became anger to loneliness while he has no idea....

So, now, I'm gonna get up, paint on my smile, comb my hair and dress up for the dark.... 13 hours of night shift will keep me alive another day amongst the living dead