I Feel My Life Is a Mess

Another probation violation, off to jail for a long time this time. My second offense in less than 6 months. I was only released a month and 4 days ago. I’m not looking for sympathy I know I’m an idiot. I’m about to turn myself in to serve the reminder of my probation behind bars. I’m making a promise to myself to turn my life around at this point I’m going to take a rehabilitation course while in there and stay out of trouble. I wish I could go back to my childhood and start over. By this point in my life I wanted a family all I’ve ever had was alcohol, drugs and fake friends.