I Am So Tired of Hurting and Being Sad

I understand you. Loneliness and depression are huge problems in today's materialistic society. It is hardly recognised but I think that that many people are more lonely than they appear. There are so many distractions that are ultimately meaningless and give people no sense of life purpose other than to consume or to seek satisfaction in mindless pursuits.
I am not young anymore. All I can say is that over time my loneliness went away by finding some higher purpose. I have found Jordan Petersen's talks to be useful, especially for young men