I Want to Be Honest

To Be Me.... I feel like long ago this site was taken away from me by the intense relationships that i formed upon here when i first joined. While i have greatly loved the people I knew within my time i spent here and enjoyed being open with myself. I began after that to feel trapped, as if i could no longer be myself that i now had to play a part. I have withdrawn from this site largely and now that i am coming back into it i want to be frank and open about who i am. Though i have not lied about who i am i feel that i have not properly expressed myself within my stories anymore and this place is a place for me to explore sides of myself that i might not be able to...

I am ever changing and what might be my view one day it could just as easily change the next, there is no order with me it is pure chaos within my mind and there are no rules or manuals to me.