I Need Support

I've been getting harassed at my workplace for months. I'm not a special little snowflake who needs the HR and management to keep the office bullies off of my back, but it's really gotten to me after having gone to three tiers of authority and it not being handled or stopped. The harassment simply became less direct, and more verbal (whereas the physically evident could be proven).

I suffer from SAD, anxiety disorder, and panic disorder. The harassment has multiple times sent me in to anxiety attacks and panic attacks. I've become physically sick and had to call in multiple times because of this. Including, times where the stress has triggered one of my migraines. I called in Thursday and returned to my Saturday shift to see my next week is entirely blank. The management (who is friends with the employee), said they had assumed I quit.

She worked that day, too. And in the morning, when I mistook a "hello" from another employee as to me and responded, when it was to her, the snickered and the harasser said "get rid of her already".

Now I have no idea what is going on and feel so deflated and beaten. I've been meaning to go in and speak to management and HR but am so anxious that I feel sick.

It's affected my income, my health, my illnesses, my relationship, my Mom who I always get support from. My entire life. 😭🙄

I feel like nobody is going to believe me when I tell them all of this at work. Wtfffff