I Love Romance, Love Being In Love, Want To Fall In Love Again

It entices me
Seduces me
Suffocates me
Kills me
Being in love
No longer belonging to myself
Knowing I'm no longer in control
Of my body
My mind
My emotions
Half of me never wants to admit I'm in love...
That I love you so fucking much
You may find me weak
"Just a woman
I should stay in place
Your here to protect me not the other way around" you would tell me gently
But I'm not what I look like;
Broken
So many lovers in love but unwillingly to die for other
"I don't want you to think that's the love we have, loving like that would be only thing that makes me weak"
If it ever comes down to it
I won't let you die for me...
You must live
So many are dead without you
My darling Reaper
You saved my life
Loving me in ways I couldn't understand then...burning my wounds with fire so they never reopen
To stop the bleeding
I ran from the pain
But the pain of losing you is a pain I can run away from or live with
I'll be the foolish girl who refuses to let you fight your demons and the world's all on your on
If hell comes for you
It'll have to come for us
Til death
That's love
Our love
My darling
Beloved
Dearest
Reaper