I Think About People From My Past

@Scorpiochild88 I tried getting it from both individuals.

One is a preacher's daughter whose friendship I had and ended on bad terms with (she stomped on my feelings, so I decided to get revenge by stomping on her's, which is now something I wish I never had done). That was when I was 16. I'm 23 now. I tried sending her a message on Facebook awhile back, saying I'm sorry things ended so badly between us. But she never responded and that wasn't the only attempt I made to get her attention. Although friendship is the only thing I would like from her (if possible), I would give anything just to be on neutral terms with her again.

The other is a girl I had feelings for. I never got to know her well, but I probably had the most passionate crush on her that I've ever had on anyone in my life. But she has been with the same boyfriend forever and seemingly has no intention of ever changing that. I told her about my feelings long ago, but in her own way, she kindof told me that she never had the same kind of feelings for me and hoped for the best for me as far as moving on. After that, I promised her I would never interfere with her life again. And even though thoughts of her are still with me, the last thing I'm about to do is go back on my promise.

I appreciate you trying to help though (most people could care less about my pain, I've noticed)