I Hate Shallow People
I never got this song when I first heard it...
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rG9g8gaCoI4]
now of course I realize I have BULLSHITED a presentation of SUPERFICIAL masculinity for the SHEER fact that I felt that women were more likely to be attracted to a man who looked male and believe it or not I hungered for her companionship and love far more so than I did being honest with the world and with myself.
But that is starting to become far too much.... the lie is becoming too much of a burden
I don't understand why I didn't walk away, I don't understand why I chose to live inside a lie.
[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rG9g8gaCoI4]
now of course I realize I have BULLSHITED a presentation of SUPERFICIAL masculinity for the SHEER fact that I felt that women were more likely to be attracted to a man who looked male and believe it or not I hungered for her companionship and love far more so than I did being honest with the world and with myself.
But that is starting to become far too much.... the lie is becoming too much of a burden
I don't understand why I didn't walk away, I don't understand why I chose to live inside a lie.
