I Miss Him More Than He Will Ever Know
Six years ago I was Sadly forced to leave him without saying a single good bye. My heart still carries him and our memories. I’m feeling extremely sad tonight and I feel like crying and he just popped into my memories. If I messaged him back then when I was having a bad night or day he would comfort me until I fell asleep on the phone or went to bed and said good night. He truly was a gentle man , he wasn’t the best looking or the thinnest or the knight in shining armer. But he was genuine and kind. Now I feel empty and I can’t message him venting or telling him my problems or off load onto him as we lost all contact. I no longer have that connection with anyone on here or anywhere for that matter although I wish I had. I hopelessly wait for him to return and for us to be Freinds again but it never happens even when I sit up and pray for his return. His gone , gone for ever but in my heart he will always be a thought away. He kept me alive and stopped me from committing sucide. He was the best freind I had ever had online. And if you ever knew him you was one of the most luckiest people in the world.