is it wrong to be uptight with people

usually when i go out in public, people easily get on my nerves and get me feeling 'uptight'....plus i suffer an anxiety disorders so usually feel nervous and on edge around people..

plus i don't like seeing other people happy and laughing, grinning around me, it annoys me....because i feel like people are conveying the message that ' i can't have what they have' or they are laughing and happy at my unease and discomfort?

i'm just a man in my 40s who has no relationships, i only have my parents for support, they live far, and i have personality disorders and anxiety disorders.....i am bitter that i never found relationships in my life, even though i am quiet and reserved.

SW-User

I wouldn't call it wrong, because if you have Anxiety Disorder, you can't help feeling the way you do. Counselling and meds don't always help as much as we would like either. This isn't your fault, although there are some people who will blame you for it. Beware of those people.