She could care less

I'm from a long line of no nothing people. My mom wasn't anything,her mom wasnt anything and you get the idea. She had me when she was in her teens. Dont know my dad never will know who he is. I don't think she knows either. My mom was into drinking,drugs,partying more than she was into taking care of me. She was very from the school of I dont give a damn so do whatever. I was left alone a lot. I was told a lot how I wasnt wanted. Hell my school lunch if I got one was always a 99cent bag of chips and some soda thrown into a gas station bag.

I think we were on every type of government assistance she could get her hands on. I remember moving a lot. I remember her not caring if I came home or not. She was more interested in her own life and doing what she wanted to do.

In a way I'm not really any better. I never wanted to have my son. I felt stuck with him because I have nobody else but me. I'll never tell him he wasnt wanted and I do try my best to take care of him but I'm really not any better than my own mom was.