I Beautifully Flawed And Proud Of It

So, what do you people think?

I've been together with my fella a while now...When we met i was chunky, pink hair, piercing ect...Quite often, he brings up my weight...How we both need to exercise more, how I'm quite big and today on my facebook wall, he posted a video of how gaining weight affects your health...I replied to it and said ''Huh, you tryna tell me something? Hahahaha'' and he didn't reply to it...Before, he's told me he likes big girls...But there boobs have got to be bigger than there tummy...I feel like that, if he did like 'big girls', why doesn't he like my shape and size? The only place i get bigger is my tummy and face...I got a nice bum and legs...And my arms aint big either...

I've told him that i used to get bullied because of my weight...I said that for all he knows, i could have been anorexic or bulimic...(Luckily i wasn't)... I don't feel that big...I know I've got to loose weight, but im doing it for me, no one else! His family are all skinny you see...But, when he keeps going on at me about it, it pisses me off! I never criticize him, NOT ONE BIT!