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I Am Difficult

Go. Get out of here. I don't need you. I don't need anyone. Fck off. I'm fine on my own. I'm capable of taking care of myself. I always have been.
Off. You're smothering me. I'm not affectionate. I don't like that crap. (I have literally kicked him off the bed. Should have listened)

I've never cried or broken things in front of him, but he's heard the stories. They all must have. I don't pick fights with him either. He's heard about that too. He was there a couple times I wasn't getting along with a mutual acquaintance.

I like him, so it's different. When I like someone, I don't stick around long enough for my venemous attitude to hurt them. Wouldn't want to do that. I'm very protective of people I like and care about, even from myself. I could and should change, but part of me feels safer with this "defense."

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xmedleft · 51-55, M

Sad, though, that if you push away then you might never get the full benefit of ... him -- when you find a good one, that is.

xmedleft · 51-55, M

I guess your storybook ending will be when you find the one that makes you want to accept their help awakening from the nightmare. Here's a virtual hug if your taking. 👐🏽 (supposed to look like extended hands)

SW-User

He's a good one. He deserves someone as good. Sad is if he ended up with a nightmare of a person or someone like me.

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